The Journey Begins Here
The different episodes of my journey towards the end of life.
A Piece Of My Mind
People come up to you with all these problems. You go by your day not paying much attention to yourself instead you try to process what had just happen to everyone. You hope for a change, a change for the better. Again people come up to you with all these problems. You don't pay enough attention to your own but who the fuck cares. It's just you anyway. You are alone, alone in this torment. Who the fuck cares anyway? Yet again people come up to you with all these problems. You can't take it anymore, but you have to. You take it in every night at the end of your day. Blow by blow you try to endure the pain that has been inflicted upon you. It wasn't your choice. It never was but you had to. You try to withstand the test of time, you just can't but you continue to fight on and hold on for dear life. Their problems? It never was yours, it never was your responsibility and right now you hear all these voices inside your head driving you insane to sleep. They all come up to you. They all cry out for help but the sad truth is, you're the one who's desperate for help. You can't and you just can't because you have that responsibility. You act like a godfather.
Chronicles of my mind. I keep hearing these voices...help me.